aku, saya, i, me

Walau membakar jiwa, walau aku dihina namun aku tetap aku. - Alleycats

Dalam kubur manapun jasad aku ditanam, aku aku lah jua. - XPDC

Aku adalah aku menyanyi lagu yang rindu, lemah langkah ku mengejar mu. -Wings

attention : My favorite alphabet is now R

I won't tell you stories about it, it'll be too long but I'll show you why.

21 random things about Fitri Hasan

I ask for your forgiveness

I know sometimes your sunshine is not as bright as you hope..

..but does it warm you up when it rains?

..and I hope it is there for you when it gets dark you're all alone

Revenge I Seek

When I quest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold of judgment, I will take vengeance upon mine enemies and I will have paid those who haze me, Oh Lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints.

Fuck your world, and fuck your kind.
Go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive.
I used to think of what you meant to me.
I think of you every fucking day.
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance.
Erase it all and kill my past.
Fuck what we fucking shared.
The memories don't mean shit.
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say.
The memories don't mean shit, anymore.
You're society's whore.
Anymore.
I'll walk through this wasteland
Before I'll ever fucking hold your hand again.
I'll burn forever, before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell.
Motherfucker.
And that's fucking right.
Fuck you forever.
I'll despise you for the rest of these days.
Fuck you forever.
I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life.
Today is my last fucking chance.
Revenge I seek.

Taken from Revenge I Seek by Bleeding Through.
Written by Brandan Schieppati of Bleeding Through.
I wish I can write and scream to let my feelings out like this dude does.
AWESOME!

Yang hilang

Datang satu, pergi dua. Tiga dinanti, empat yang pulang. Lima disini, tapi tak pasti. Tak perlu simpati, biarku simpan dalam hati. Hingga nanti nafasku terhenti. Hmm

memang benar aku hampir jadi resah

Grave Poem

I DON'T READ AND WRITE POETRY BECAUSE I THINK ITS CUTE. I READ AND WRITE POETRY BECAUSE I AM A MEMBER OF THE HUMAN RACE, AND THE HUMAN RACE IS FILLED WITH PASSION.

Still Learning

I'm a beginner and don't actually know how to use this thing. I just love writing in it. So please, teach me. I wanna make my blog all flashy and stylish like yours too

This Is Black Territory

First independent release entitled This Is Black Territory by a 5 piece Metal/Thrash/Hardcore band called Black Territory from Keramat Durjana that features 10 songs including :-

1- Intro
2-This Hatred
3-Sick
4-In Cries
5-Black Territory
6-Into The Mirror
7-Killing Mode
8-Its So Hard
9-Arms With Arms
10-Fading

If you are a fan of In Flames, As I Lay Dying, Arch Enemy and Killswitch Engage then this is a perfect collection for you. Worth every cent you spend.

add them on their myspace at www.myspace.com/blackterritory and search for Black Territory on facebook.

my personal favorite - Killing Mode

p/s: My name is on the thanks list =)

Dunia Umpama Neraka Hidup Ibarat Layang Layang

Apa yang dapat anda fikirkan dengan  sebaris ayat seperti itu? Cuba hayati betul betul maknanya. Begitu mendalam. Dunia : hidup kita. Rumah tempat kita tinggal - mandi makan dan tidur sahaja. Katil tempat kita tidur - merehatkan badan dan bermimpi menjadi sesuatu yang lebih baik. Sekolah tempat kita belajar - belajar apa? Kutuk cikgu, buli junior, ponteng kelas tidur kat bilik sakit. Terbaik! Pejabat tempat kita kerja - makan gaji buta dan online facebook, tulis blog. hehe. KLCC, Sg.Wang, Pavillion tempat budak budak sekolah jual muka - tempat kita membazirkan duit duit kita dan tempat budak budak SAHAJA lepak. Dalam dunia ni kita nak yang elok elok sahaja. Nak pakai cantik cantik, branded. Kereta besar naik sorang bagi jalan jammed. Rumah besar banyak aircond. buat apa? Berlagak? Ada duit berkepuk kepuk, show off. Padahal semua tu sementara je.

Neraka : Tempat kita menerima balasan atas segala perbuatan kita didunia tadi. Minum arak untuk lupakan masalah. Berzina memuaskan nafsu. Salah guna dadah nak terbang tinggi tinggi, nak kemana? AirAsia, MAS kan ada murah je. Orang seludup dadah pun guna kapal terbang jugak. Ye dak? Nanti dah terbakar kat sana baru kita tau apa erti insaf, tapi semua tu dah terlambat dan tiada gunanya lagi. Sekeliling kita semuanya sama je, semua terseksa tanpa ada seorang pun yang boleh tolong kita. Semua boleh tolong tengok je, kita pandai buat kena la pandai tanggung. Nak seronok sangat terbang macam layang layang kat dunia pun tak boleh juga, kena fikir tempat kita kat akhirat nanti, di alam barzakh nanti. Mana la agaknya tempat aku? Korang semua tau tempat korang?

Tapi kalau korang fikir balik elok elok, ada maksud lain sebenarnya ayat tu Dunia Umpama Neraka Hidup Ibarat Layang Layang. Dari tadi apa yang aku tulis tu semua untuk buat korang berfikir, tapi korang fikir betul betul tak? Korang dah fikir pasal cerita tu je kan. Sebenarnya tu saje je mengarut, tapi patut dijadikan teladan dan buah fikiran masing masing.

Apa yang nak disampaikan disini ialah ayat tadi kalau disingkatkan akan dapat sesuatu yang best ke tak best pada korang tak tau lah, DUNHILL. Cuba tengok betul btul. =)

The Power Of Dreams

Honda Civic EG6 JDM 

JDM means Japanese Domestic Market. It means that I want this car in Japanese trim. The best spec of Honda. There is another trim of it called EDM for European Domestic Market which is also nice. But I like the Japanese trim more, besides, Honda is not from Europe, its Japanese.

This fifth generation of Honda Civic SiR II was introduced in 1994, equipped with the 1.6L B16A DOHC with VTEC which means POWER! It is also the unofficial version of Type R before the EK9 Civic Type R is produced in 1997. The car is also equipped with ventilated front disc and rear disc brakes and fitted with an optional LSD gearbox and sunroof. AWESOME right?

I'm determined to get this beast - in Ferrari red with carbon fiber hood, Spoon style spoilers and all Mugen racing parts. Did I mention that it would be faster with a 1.6L B16B DOHC VTEC which the EK9 Type R is built in with. It uses the same block as the Integra Type R which is taller than the B16A block with longer rods. It has higher stroke ratio than a standard B16 - before the end of 2010 and it will be mine until the day I die =)

Mode: Working. Hehehe

What Up, Brothers?

Have you guys realized that it has been more than 3 years we've been together on this road? We have been too long on this road to stop now. So I'd never stop. Hope you guys do too.

All those hardships, those happiness, those fights by the roadside, those people we beat up, our own brothers who got beaten up, all those money we put up, all those places we've been to together and all those memories. You still got them?

I don't want any of you guys to ever forget 'em, I said ever ok? I'm not hoping that you will always keep them, I want you to keep 'em! We only have ourselves to hold on. No one else will hold on to us forever like brothers, but we should be. 'Cause we are, brothers!  I know we are not somebody to those bigger gangs that has their names all over the place, but look at who and where we are. No one can touch us now. Takat meradang tanya abang gedang apa barang? Badan macam badang main acah belakang parang? Aku pun boleh, tak payah parang pun takpe. Ape ade hal kan?

Yes, we have our big brothers on our back, but for how long? They're not on our own territory that we ourselves claim anyway. We own the place without any help, remember? Please don't depend too much on them boys, we have our own boy. Even I could be your boy, I made promise to our God, to our boss, our big boys, to my brothers. I made promise that I will always stay on this road together with all my boys and my brothers, Forever. You did it too so please fulfill all those promises we made back in the days. Ingat wei, jika belot, maut!

I spilled my own blood for you guys, my hard earned money, my precious time and my sweats too. Only for you guys. Do you recall when I promised you that I will be on the front row if you guys needed any help? I want you guys to see that I am bigger than my body, so trust me you won't get hurt when I am with you guys. I did it twice right? Twice ok? Siapa takut lari, berani kena hentak. Kan? and come to think of it, who has the largest amount of weapon among you guys? Me. So just trust me that I'll do it again.

And I trust and thank you guys so much for all your kindness, your wisdom shared, your time spent and everything you guys did for me. I couldn't thank you enough bros! I love you all! Hail Komodo's Family!

This 10 things I promise you for my 2010

1. I'd still fight for what I love, MORE!
2. I'll spend more - money, time and energy only on me.
3. Make more money, friends, foes.
4. You gon' get more smiles but you'll be wondering the sincerity.
5. Your life wouldn't suck without me.
6. Imma cruise like Penelope, make you hot all over your body.
7. I'll keep quiet all the way.
8. You won't know when I am lying.
9. Imma be on the outside, but I'll look in.
10 and finally, YOU WILL PAY!! I promise you